If I wrote a book I don’t think people would believe that it’s the truth.

So a few months back i told you guys about me and the girl I met (nicole).

At first everything was perfect, we loved being around each other, spent all of our time together went out and partied with each other we were inseparable. She was and still is the female version of me. We started sleeping together then fell in love with each other. Things continued to go amazing. One day I asked her to be with me she said no I can’t I do not want to hurt you. We talk about it and agree we can’t be together right then. Month later I sleep with my X, I tell Nicole about it cause I feel bad. She tries to commit suicide. We talk about it and I say I’m not just going to sit here and wait for you to be ready and she says ok but I still love you and if I was to be with anyone it would be you Mike.
Thanksgiving we go up to NH to her dads house, her dad says there is a school up here I think you may be interested in. She gets accepted and I am very happy for her. I help her with her class she has to take down here before she can start at this new school and she passes the class. And is suppose to leave for NH 1/8/07
We continue our relationship acting as if we are together saying we love each other, sleeping together still. One night I am having a party at my house and her and I are there having a great time and I introduce her to my friend Amanda. Her and Amanda hit if off and in that night become good friends. Later on that night its me Nicole and Amanda drunk alone in my bed and Amanda starts talking about a 3 some. I am usually all about a 3 some (what guy isn’t) and I say no I don’t want that for Nicole and I, Nicole (who is a Bi Sexual) says she wants to do it and we get in a fight about it, they leave.

The next morning at 7am Nicole calls me crying, “come pick me up I need you” I go get her, and Amanda’s car is there. I say Nicole what happened last night. She tells me nothing they came back to her house and fell asleep. I say ok but I know something is wrong.
For the past few weeks since they have met she has been distant from me and has been hanging out with Amanda a lot so I ask her what’s going on, she says nothing.

Sunday Night she calls me and is crying saying she is sorry. I say for what, and she replies with “I lied to you, that night Amanda and I had sex the day after when you picked me up I used your phone to call her and tell her I made a mistake and that can’t and wont happen again cause of how I feel about mike”. I am like I know I have known cause I know you and I knew something has been wrong lately. I say ok so what else is wrong , she then tells me “2 days ago Amanda told me she wants to be with me and I told her I am in love with you and she flipped out, I haven’t talked to her since then and I have been wanting to tell you”. I am thinking to my self wow that’s insane. She continues to tell me she loves me and she wants to be with me but cause of her moving she can’t do that and cause of everything that has happened. I say its ok, shit happens we are not boyfriend and girlfriend we are just friends. She says but I hate that I did this to you.

Last night I’m all drunk and mad and I call Amanda and say what did you do u screwed me over. I use to tell you things about our relationship and you would give me advice knowing the whole time u wanted her too. She says fuck you mike I love her I don’t want you around her cause she loves you too. Then hangs up. Nicole calls me and says why did you do that, you shouldn’t have called her I flip out on Nicole tell her to get out of my life and I never want to see her again. Well today I got my wish, she leaves for school earlier then expected never to come back here. She leaves the day after Christmas and is never coming back, she is moving in to her dads house In NH. In a way I am glad she is gone, no more stress, but at the same time we are both very hurt because we are very attached very close and are bestfriends and love each other. There are things in between that I am leaving out but I can not type everything nor so I want to. I just needed to talk about this. Everything is all messed up now. I don’t know what to do.

 

Wow.

Um,

Wow.

What a story. Keep your head up man. She sounds like she was never going to commit. I am sure she will still keep in touch with you

 

She has been telling me She doesnt deserve me she is a screw up and I have alot of things going for me and she doesn't want to bring me down anymore then she already has and that I am to good for her and i have been to good fro her. I hate to hear her cry this is killing me. I care about her so much.

 

none of this is bookworthy, unless it's a highschool autobiography

 

This is the basic's. There are so many other things involved that i ahve not revealed. Drugs, money, sex, death its seriosuly the craziest shit and i really don't think people would believe it. The OC and that is nothing close to the things that happen around here, its more insane and out of control then anyone would ever believe.

 

 

Not for nothing then, this chick sounds like she brought alot of unnecessary drama to your life

 

i believe it, i believe the crazyness. i'm still involved in some fucked up backward stuff with someone and is really complicated, just doesn't go away.

keep ur head up. u'll prob sill keep in touch. sometimes if u love someone enough u got to let them go and then it's thier choice in the end. sucks but it happens. love is the one thing you can not control.

 

She has. Before her my life was on easy street. I have a good job i dont think im a bad looking guy and i have alot of friends. I have lost friends i feel like shit and my job is in jeapordy caues of her and the time i haev spent trying to help her.

 

I was actually wondering about your situation with this girl earlier today when I saw another of your posts.

Sounds like you'll be much better off. Let her go.

 

Wait, so, she left you for a chick?

 

Wait..What....

 

I hope you learned a lesson - Never pass up the chance for a 3some.

Seriously, that totally sucks. Sounds like you're better off without her and the stress she brings you.

 

Tell her to eat a bunch of pills then post here about it.

 

Apparently he in effect did, or at least it was his fault... And than he didn't help her.

This is good as in a sense it will give you time to grow up. I'm 17 and don't think I could fuck up that badly and repeatedly if I tried.

Sorry man, and good luck with whatever happens <--- Put in for good measure

Mike

 

Sorry to hear about your story. We can only hope that the wounds will heal and you'll be able to move on. After everything that has happened, just be glad that this part of your life is now over.

 

wow thats an f-ed up story....you'll be fine being 21........so basically your relationship ends cuz nicole and amanda hit it off well?...i cant say i havent seen that, one of my friends ex became a real lesbian, after him........though might be a little different......

 

You passed up on a 3some

 

This kind of relationship isn't healthy and I'm glad it ended sooner than I expected. I am sorry for what happened but I really hope you learn from this.

 

He didn't want it to ruin the relationship...oh wait...

 

Sorry mikey, i'm sure you miss her, but she sounded like a head case, you'll move on.

 

The attempted suicide should have been your warning to get the fuck out of that relationship.

 

He tried by refusing to call the authorities...

Mike

 

I'm probably right in the same boat with ya.

I wrote a book as well, when I was in High School. Even had a publisher look at it and even agreed to have it published after a few revisions. I just never had the heart to finalize it. It's still sitting in a lockbox somewhere.

Writing my book sure didn't ease the pain. That's all I know.

 

DAMN DUDE U KNOW I WOULD KILL FOR A 3 SOME

 

Don't worry, I definitely see a 3 some opporunity comin your way in the near future.

 

And I totally called that it was related to him banging his ex, which he didn't admit till now

 

Seeing a girl named Amanda...... but not exactly declared monogamous.
Youou accidentally met your axGF and she took you home... you fucked the shit out of her (according to you.)
But you have the perfect opportunity to have a 3some...yet you turned it down. Instead your ex(Nicole) had sex with Amanda behind your back anyway.....

fucking an ex but turn down most men's dream of 3 some.

Your story is either Bullshit or something is wrong with your head. Most guys who had the guts to fuck their ex's again usually don't turn down 3somes... especially at your age.

 

This girl seems pretty fucked up. And u must be close behind if you've dealt with her this whole time and fallen in love with her for god's sake. Bisexual chicks are usually fucked up in the head anyway.

It seems to me like you speak with a tone of pride when you talk of the drama and b.s. that seems to go on in the entire state of RI. I'd be pretty fucking embarrassed if my life was like that.

Finally, I've never heard a definitve answer to this..how do 2 girls 'have sex' with each other? I know we have enough trouble defining what "sex" is between a male & female, so i'm sure this is tougher. Maybe you could give us some details of what amanda and nicole meant by "sex."

Just concentrate on work and stay away from the druggie bi chicks and you'll be fine

 

Learn from this, dont have any regrets and move on in life. Find someone who isnt a drama queen and wont drag you down. REAL friends bring you up.

 

Umm...we do? You need an explantion or somethin?

 

Maybe you're too young to remember, but back in the days of the Clinton administration, there was a lot of question about what constituted "sex" and what didn't, along with what "is" is.

fyi, my comment was kind of not 100% serious.

 

The past 2 relationships i had i had 3somes and they did nothing but make the relationsships hell. The only way im every doing that again is if im not dating the person. So last night amanda and i talked and we told eachother what Nicole has been sayingt o both of us. She has been playing us. Amanda got out of work then went to Nicoles house and amanda calls me this morning and lets me know they talked last night.Nicole called me till about 11 last night and i didnt answer a single time. I recieved 587365640937 txt messages from her and didnt return one. The same thing has happened all day, i had to sut my phone off caues they just kept coming. I sent her one back telling her to please leave me alone and to stop txting and calling this is harrassment. They have since stopped. I feel great right now. No stress no worrying, i feel like me again.

 

Going down on eachother. Funny thing was she was having sex with both of us in the same day. Amanda works at night and i work durring the day. I would come home from work and fuck her and i would be at work and amanda would fuck her. No more Bisexuals for me thank you very much.

 

hahaha no I remember very well actually.

 

Sorry dude, but you're all screwed up. This was a natural path for your "relationship".

You need Jesus.

 

Just because he's sworn off bi girls, doesn't mean he's turning gay.

 

 

 

See!!!
....when the beaver offers you a fish...you take the fish!

You should have taken the 3-way, then if you and her are done....YOU HAD A 3-WAY! I'm gonna have one before I die.....even if I have to pay for it!!!