jaeravenal

April 4th ( the day after i fckn pay rent)
Long story short(ish)
5 year relationship
breaks up with me (both parties families couldn't believe it)
the whole oh no one is involved take as much time as you need to leave
(living together)
okay coolstory.jpg, come to a realization that we are young n maybe we needa experience things

then find out talking to a guy behind my back
rageface n confront her

turns into coldhearted person i've never seen in the past 5 years
"no regrets" "you'll never find anyone like me" "you were just pratice" <--LOL
etc

i lose/leave my apartment
ends up with new guy 1 week later

feeling pretty fckn suicidal right about this point
knowin
what the fck goes on in the house i slept eat breathed provided for
seeing his fcking shitty 2013 hyundai sonata (spoiled little brat)
parked n my fckin parking space
the same place where i first changed my cl-s's oil </3
where i started doing lots of diy projectz to my cls


blah blah, chasing her, oh still in love with her
shes the world
blah blah



then i snapped out of it recently and like
goddamn stop waisting time, haven't even washed my car 2 months later LOL poor paint.
she's a bitch even though you are still so nice to her after what she's done to you, being nice when she wants to be nice, using me
blah blah blah
Not. Fucking. Worth. Anything anymore. GG I'm winning now



so then i was like
da fuq

now i'm like back here
and like



I missed you Azine <3

If anyone is suffering heart break right now, feel free to reply to this
I've gained a great deal of knowledge from this mind changing experience

Topics such as "is she cheating?"
"is she playing mind games or is it real?"

i've mastered these subjects through the turmoil n flames


i know your feel bro; it fucking hurts like no other; no amount of physical pain can ever match the emotional/mental/spiritual torture of being cheated on by the one you fell in love so deeply, left for another guy, and left with nothing at all, but your clothes in the trunk and no place to put your things. sleeping on mom's couch
starting all over again
failing classes/ losing job
stay strong
<3

1killercls

Post nude pics of her...it will help with the healing process.

svtmike

Is that a poem?

97BlackAckCL

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Acura_Dude

BeezleTL85

Whiskers

Who are you?

oonowindoo

u r 21 years old
u with her since 16
do you fcuking really think u r gona marry her?

da breakup is just a matter of time, from you or her.
fcuk as many bitches as possible before you turn 30.

now go back to school.

BeezleTL85

I was with my wife since I was 12, we broke up maybe 4 years total since then and now. Just celebrated our first anniversary last Sunday.


Just because it dosent work for you dosent mean its the same for everyone.


But yes, take this time to bang as many whores as you can

oo7spy

So, wait...

Why did you stop logging onto AZine for several months? Either I missed it, or you need a priority adjustment.

1Louder

Well OK now. I think I got the gist of the post.

First, sorry that had to happen to you. It sucks and there's no way around that. However I think if you look back, you'll see some warning signs. Someone doesn't end a 5 year relationship and get a new guy in one week without having gone through some process first. So the most you can gain from that part is to learn what the warning signs really were.

A universal characteristic of being human is that bad things will happen to you. They just will. What matters isn't the fact bad things happen, what matters is how you handle it. If you let her and this experience turn you into some vengeful douche-bag then she didn't just hurt you once - she hurts you over and over again every time you let that experience lead to bad decisions or poison your future relationships.

You want the best revenge? Live well. Rise above it and go be happy. Don't carry around the spite, the hate or the drama. Don't give two thoughts to her or the guy she's with (besides, what makes you think she won't do the same thing to him)? Don't take it out on the next girl you meet. You've got a long road ahead of you and more opportunity than you realize.

Ken1997TL

Acurazine first, nudez PM'd to Killer second, teenage drama going on into your 20's should be last.

oo7spy

^Exactly. If AZine was first priority, then it wouldn't be a big deal when the bish leaves. AZine is still here; she isn't. The results are undeniable.

Moog-Type-S

The Queen's English is preferred when posting.

doopstr

Eventually she will call you for sex. Leave the used condom under the new guy's pillow.

RenoTL

Best piece of advice so far. Life is short. You need to move on and be happy. Don't look back - there are good things ahead for you.

oonowindoo

To be honest, we all have been there and done that. Was with my first gf for more than 7 years before she left me for someone else.

I would be lying if i say some "illegal" thoughts did not come up.
It took a good 6 months for me to finally able to sleep and lost about 30 lbs.

Time will heal everything and 6 months from now you will be able to look back and say "fuck that bitch"

You are only focusing on the good part and you are ignoring all the bads about her.
6 months later, all the bad stuff will come back.

Trust me

YeuEmMaiMai

OP were you intoxicated when you wrote that?

97BlackAckCL

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1StGenCL

Wow, one look at the formatting and I knew this was posted after 2 AM. I have been in a simaliar spot and agree, party it up till 30 or so than think about settling down.

If you have been with her since 16, you are just asking for cheating (I have to think you have cheated too to be honest) because you were too young and this went on too long. Sucks now but you will be happy this happened in time.

RaviNJCLs

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Sorry dude.

Post pics then learn how to write sentences.

TeknoKing

Another heartbroken Romeo. The drama. The desperation. The hatred. The OMG, hold me, thread.

Dude, you're a guy, just sayyy neexxxtttttt! Realize that this was a one sided relationship. But it huurrttsss, yes, so does getting hit by a basketball in the nuts, but next time you'll know not stand without guard and let it all hang out.

“We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.” In other words, get your groove on, live to fullest and look back at this moment only as a notch on your sex tally.

PS If you ever take her back, every single person on Azine will drive up to your house to smack you.


Watch Me (work safe)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rgOZ...utu.be&t=2m20s

97BlackAckCL

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oo7spy

I'm not sure that's the "Be A Man" skit I would have chose...

Does the OP sell purses?

TeknoKing

TeknoKing

just for you

97BlackAckCL

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Fixed

Rapture

This is definitely possible. I had a girlfriend dump me for another guy only to try a run back to me when things with him went downhill. Watching her pathetic and desperate attempts to get me back was more than enough to take the sting out of what she did.

Move on with your life and you'll definitely come out on top.

Majofo

Yes OP, PM Majofo pics of ex's tits.

cM3go

+1

oonowindoo

OP is gone again.

Maybe we should close this.

Mr Marco

Found him^!

Mr. Maker

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Dude, you paid your rent 3 days late. Get your shit together.

97BlackAckCL

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jaeravenal

no lol

jaeravenal

No never actually cheated. I partied it up really really young (13ish); got tired of that kind of life, been with many girlz. THen i fckin fell in love at such a young age lol (been through a lot of family shiz that forced me to grow up very very very fast) . TOO YOUNG TO COMMIT, I REGRET

jaeravenal

Sorry gaiz,
I went on a spiritual journey to los angeles for 4 dayz and had lots of fun.
Until i came back to my hometown and feel like uttershit
random hit of depression
painful memories spike back
but it doesn't last, easier to manage.
sometimes i feel really fckin positive and don't give a fck
tiny moments im like oh fck wt the fck do i do.

Plus i have the biggest fucking crush on this girl from La; but i don't want to fuck our friendship up. Spent a night at her house nothing happened though but
it was one of those moments where your like

omfg how is this fckin happening she's so fckin beautiful
why don't i just do something yolo.
She's so fckin cool to lose as a friend; i think im friendzoned and i fucked up my texting to much. I must stop talking to her for a while T_T

jaeravenal

Don't really have many pictures

But i do have many "home" videos

jaeravenal

Yeah i got fckin fat as fck
and now I"ve lost about 20 lbs. Gaining my confidence back. Talking to some beautiful females
even had a quick fling with a girl here n there
but was in the heartbreak stage n kept thinkin about my ex
so i cut it off. But that was like a month ago haha.

jaeravenal

Yep i stopped chasing her a coupla weeks ago when i finally realized shit was not worth a single fck.
Basically told her nice ta know ya goodbye (she was being a total bitch to me and i was like fck; i'm being nice for what fcking reason, she even tried to run me over and shit LOL)

turns out that
her new boi is leaving to the marines
LOL
and i have a homosexual brother with a boyfriend
and they highly suggest
that her new boyfriend might be a closet gay


#winning

oh and her parents don't fckin like him n still contact me every now and then

mwahahha.